we have to protect them (RAMMIE)

[Chazaqiel]

The sun was just setting in the distance, casting pink and gold streaks across the sky. Chazaqiel smiled, everything was quiet as he walked through a garden, arms folded across his chest. The Watchers had just been sent down to fulfill their duties on Earth, to watch over the humans. Chaza, upon getting here, found that Earth was peaceful and nice. He adored the humans, especially the women, whom he found gentle and kind hearted. He wasn't sure why though, but every time he was around them he felt giddy with delight.

I mustn't feel that way towards them. he reminds himself. His Father would not approve. Chazaqiel stopped in his tracks and took a seat under a shady tree, hands resting in his lap. He gazed around him, taking in the beauty of nature. He loved the flowers that bloomed around him and the starry skies overhead. Chaza felt glad that he had come to Earth, come to this wonderful place.

Except, for when the sin crept in.

Chazaqiel had noticed that even though humans were friendly creatures for the most part they wallowed in sins. Why is that? The Watcher was concerned about this and was disturbed when he found his brothers beginning to do the same as the humans. Lust was slowly consuming his fellow Watchers and he was afraid. Afraid of their Father's wrath and what he would do if they continued this.

He bit down on his lower lip and bowed his head in prayer. Dear heavenly father up above... He started but cut himself off when he noticed he wasn't the only one in the garden. Chaza lifted his head to see who was there.

"Brother?"

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hey it’s, Time to rock!
cause you’re awesome, Rammie!
they’re all, jealous of my 282 words
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ You've gotten me hooked on Breaking Benjamin songs... ”

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[Ramiel]

Its really good to hear you voice
(SAYING MY NAME)

Oh dear. Oh dear. Oh dear.

Ramiel made his way through the throngs of humans toward the garden. This wasn't good. He had just spotted one of his brothers giving into the sin of Lust. What would Father think? Ramiel knew it was his duty to report it, but the angel he'd caught had a higher ranking than him. It was the 1st leader of the Watchers. He was unsure how to go about reporting his brother when he was merely the 6th leader. He thought of reporting it to his older brother Michael, but he was in Heaven currently. Ramiel's job was on Earth. It wasn't just the 1st leader giving into human sin, though, it was more of them. A lot of his siblings were slowly integrating into the human culture, and that wasn't supposed to happen. It was like everything was slowly going wrong. Ramiel held out hope, though, because that's what he was. He was an angel of hope.

With his troubles in mind, Ramiel made his way into the garden in hopes to relax. The green landscape was beautiful and new. It fascinated Ramiel. He wanted to study all the interesting things that had blessed the Earth. He'd never dreamed of such a place. Their Father had such creativity.

It was a surprise when Ramiel ran into a fellow brother there. He blinked at the sight of Chazaqiel, who looked like he'd been praying, and blushed. "Did I interrupt you, brother?" He asked and scratched the back of his head. "I'm sorry. Should I go? I was just coming to clear my thoughts."

His tone was more affectionate than usual. He liked Chazaqiel. He was closer to him than he was his older brothers Michael, Lucifer, and Raphael. It had always been that way. Ramiel even found it hard to connect with his little brother Gabriel, though Gabriel had quite some eccentric ideas on the idea of life. Ramiel was forever confused by him. He got on more with the Watchers, which he'd chosen to become a part of with his younger siblings. Earth was much more interesting than sitting upstairs in Heaven and listening to his older brothers bicker. It did concern him to leave little Gabriel there, because he was often disturbed by it as well, but Ramiel figured the young Archangel could handle himself just fine. When had he never needed Ramiel anyways?

(IT SOUNDS SO SWEET)
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[Chazaqiel]

Ramiel. Chazaqiel had always liked his older brother. Out of all the archangels Ramiel was the one that seemed the nicest. Michael was too control mad, Raphael was too emotionless and Gabriel..well...Gabriel was too Gabriel. Chaza grinned brightly and waved his hand at Rammie. "No, no, go ahead, clear your thoughts." he replies, looking at his brother curiously.

It had always stunned Chazaqiel that Ramiel had became a Watcher. He would have thought he would want to go back to Heaven and help lead with his fellow archangels. Perhaps he left to get away from them for a bit? Chaza had heard rumors that they were bickering more frequently now, so he figured that must have been his reason for being on Earth.

"Are you okay..?" Chazaqiel asked, a concerned note in his voice. He could tell that his brother was stressing about something. Maybe we're upset about the same thing... The other Watchers.

Chaza shifted into a more comfortable position on the ground, leaning against the tree, arms behind his head. Night had fallen, the dark sky twinkling with thousands upon thousands of bright dots. Chazaqiel counted them but kept loosing track after one hundred.

Stars have it so easy. Just sitting there in the sky.

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hey it’s, Time to rock!
cause you’re awesome, Rammie!
they’re all, jealous of my epic words
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ ....-flails-....”

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[Ramiel]

Its really good to hear you voice
(SAYING MY NAME)

"W-well I...if you insist." The Archangel hesitantly took a seat next to his little brother. He sat neatly and made sure everything was nice and straight as he often did. Ramiel was a very finicky angel. He couldn't help it. When things were out of order the Archangel went nuts and organized it immediately. It was one of the things that Gabriel made fun of. His little brother persisted on sneaking into the Record and disorganizing everything. The very thought made Ramiel twitch.

"How are things, brother?" Ramiel asked as he tried to start a conversation. It was easier to talk to Chaza than it was to the others. "It's not like you to be out here all alone. Why aren't you with the others?"

With a troubled expression, Ramiel gazed up at the stars. He could name every one of them. There was a perk to working in the Record, and that was worldly knowledge. It gave him a feeling that he was helping when people asked him what something meant. He could go on and on for hours about the science of the world. His thoughts stopped there when his little brother asked if he was okay. Was he okay? No, not really, but he smiled at Chazaqiel anyways reassuringly. "I'm fine, but I'm a tad worried about our siblings, Chazaqiel. Have you noticed ...strange things...about them, lately? I think maybe we've been down here too long."

Ramiel shifted uncomfortably. He thought about what he'd witnessed not too long ago. Yes, they'd been down here too long. He wanted to go home.

(IT SOUNDS SO SWEET)
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[Chazaqiel]

Why wasn't Chazaqiel with the others? He thought about it for a moment and merely shrugged in response. He was out here because it was nice...and because he was getting agitated with his siblings. They were becoming...what was the word...Corrupted? Yes, corrupted. Some of them were starting to commit blasphemy and Chaza wanted to keep far away from it. He didn't want to become like them, even though he himself had started having problems.

It was becoming harder for Chazaqiel to keep his head wrapped around the important things. He kept having these...feelings. These terrible, terrible feelings that he knew he shouldn't be having, but was. He was scared of himself and he wasn't sure what to do. Chaza wanted help but who was he supposed to go to? How was he supposed to explain what was happening to him?

The Watcher tilted his head to look at Ramiel. "Strange things?" He frowned, picking a piece of grass and fiddling it between his index finger and thumb.

So...Rammie knows somethings wrong...

Chazaqiel continued to fiddle away nervously with the grass, wanting to drop the subject, but he knew it was inevitable. Anyways, maybe talking with Ramiel would help things. Make them better. He was an archangel after-all, maybe he'd know what to do about this little crisis.

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hey it’s, Time to rock!
cause you’re awesome, Rammie!
they’re all, jealous of my epic words
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ save yo little brother, Rammie, before its too late! D: oh wait....it's already too late XD”

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[Ramiel]

Its really good to hear you voice
(SAYING MY NAME)

The way his brother acted so nervous about the topic unnerved Ramiel. He watched his little brother with concern. Certainly not Chazaqiel was sinning as well? Ramiel would've expected more out of him. He knew Chazaqiel well. The two of them were rather close in ranking and in relationship. He wondered if Daniel had something to do with it. The 7th leader was also becoming more corrupt. Ramiel bit his lower lip gingerly and watched his brother play with the grass. In his mind he was determined to save him. Ramiel would do anything to save Chazaqiel from possibly Falling.

"Little brother...Chazaqiel..." Ramiel began. He scooted an inch closer to his little brother and gave him a worried look, "is there something making you nervous? You can tell me anything, brother, you know that. I'll do whatever I can to help you."

It was true. Ramiel tilted his head to the side and thought carefully about his words. There was so much going on. Ramiel didn't know what to do. Michael and Lucifer were at each other's throats upstairs, and Ramiel was afraid Lucifer was going to do something drastic. The Watchers were beginning to fall apart and needed someone like Michael to straighten them out, because Ramiel surely couldn't do it. He was just caught in the middle of it all.

What do I do? He thought desperately, my family is falling about, and what do I do, Father?

All he could do, he thought, was focus on his little brother Chaza. If he could at least save one of them, then it was worth something. Ramiel wouldn't be so useless after all.

"Our siblings are beginning to sin, Chazaqiel. I feel like we've been down here too long. I think it's time we went home, don't you think so? We could get some sense back into us..." He slumped and said in a quieter tone, "I fear some of us are Falling..."

(IT SOUNDS SO SWEET)
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[Chazaqiel]

Chazaqiel listened to his brother, head down and staring at the ground. Falling. The subject of falling brought shivers up his spine. He hated the idea of it. He hated everything about it. Leaving Heaven, leaving his brothers and sisters. Falling was probably one of the worst things an angel could possibly do. It was shameful and it separated you from your loved ones. Nobody ever looked at you the same once you fell.

Chaza looked as though he were about to cry, so he kept his head turned from Ramiel. He didn't want to start blubbering and making a fool of himself.

He wasn't sure what to say. He knew he could tell his older brother his troubles but he didn't want to. He didn't want to get that look of a disappointment from Rammie, that condescending looking of disapproval. Chazaqiel wanted to be a good angel, not a sinning poor excuse of one.

"I...I uh..." He gulped, trying to inch away from Ramiel. "I don't...I..I um.." Chazaqiel stammered, twiddling his thumbs anxiously. He tried to formulate a sentence together but all that came out was that.

He's gonna hate me...I'm gonna fall...I'm gonna fall...

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hey it’s, Time to rock!
cause you’re awesome, Rammie!
they’re all, jealous of my epic words
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ poor Chaza! D:”

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[Ramiel]

Its really good to hear you voice
(SAYING MY NAME)

His little brother was nervous. Ramiel was nervous because he was nervous. This screamed to him that perhaps Chaza was getting himself in trouble as well. The Archangel lifted a hand and touched him lightly on the shoulder. "Chazaqiel? Why are you so nervous? If you've made some mistakes, then it's alright. Father will forgive you." He smiled optimistically. That was Ramiel. He tried to be an optimist at all times. "No one will hold it against you...well...I won't hold it against you. You know that." At least, he hoped he knew that. Ramiel didn't want his brother feeling like there was no one there for him.

The Archangel's heart sank since his brother couldn't even face him now. The angel looked about to burst into tears. Ramiel wanted to fix it. He wasn't good at comforting, but he tried. Ramiel always tried. He scooted closer and patted his little brother on the shoulder before looking up at the stars. He put on a smile and pointed to the sky, "look, brother! There is Orion. Isn't it lovely? It's very large in size, you know. Space is a grand place, though I'm unsure if humans will ever experience it."

He was hoping that discussing something else would soothe his brother, but Ramiel wanted to know the truth. He wanted Chaza to be open with him like he always was. The fact he was hiding things was unnerving and alarming to Ramiel. What was becoming of his siblings? Why were they all suddenly suspicious of one another and hiding things? Were they all truly Falling?

(IT SOUNDS SO SWEET)
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[Chazaqiel]

Chazaqiel flinched as Ramiel's hand connected with his shoulder. He slowly lifted his head to look up at where his brother was pointing. Orion? He must have been trying to make him feel better by changing the subject. But Chaza knew he was going to have to come clean eventually. "Y-Yeah?" He tried to sound interested in the stars as best he could, but his train of thought kept wandering off on him.

I'm going to fall. I'm going to fall. I'm going to fall.

He couldn't stop thinking that, over and over and he finally broke down, burying his head into his arms. "I'm gonna fall, big brother." Chaza whispers, his voice muffled and barely audible. He braced himself for Ramiel's reaction. His stomach churned and he felt as though his vessel needed to throw up.

"I-I don't want to fall...but I'm gonna...I-I..." he trailed off, closing his eyes tightly and taking a shaky breath. Chazaqiel was trying to drag this out as best he could, he didn't want to explain why he was going to fall. He was too ashamed.

I'm a monster...

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hey it’s, Time to rock!
cause you’re awesome, Rammie!
they’re all, jealous of my epic words
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ stop your blubbering, Chaza!”

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[Ramiel]

Its really good to hear you voice
(SAYING MY NAME)

The statement that Chazaqiel was going to fall hit Ramiel like a splash of ice cold water. The Archangel froze. No, that wasn't possible. He looked over at his little brother and paled. "Don't say such things, Chazaqiel. You're not going to Fall. You've not Fallen yet, and that means you're not going to." He turned to face his little brother with a serious expression, "little brother, I will not let you Fall. What is it you've done? Tell me. If you've not Fallen from it, then you can cease the action and stay!"

Ramiel's heart was beating hard against his chest. There was time to save him. He wasn't going to let his brother go that easily. He was an Archangel; he could do something about it. Ramiel could stop him from whatever sin he was committing and possibly send him back to Heaven. In Heaven he wouldn't have to worry any longer. He would be free from the humans and their temptations. It was any angel's worst fear to Fall. Ramiel knew his little brother did not want it. "It's not too late, Chazaqiel. It's never too late. You can return to Heaven with me and we'll get your Grace pure again. Look at me...everything is going to be alright."

His hands placed themselves firmly on Chazaqiel's shoulders. Ramiel usually was not one to touch others, but he was serious right now. He wanted his brother to look him in the eyes and realize this. "Chazaqiel..." He said quietly and in the most serious tone possible, "I will not let you Fall..."

(IT SOUNDS SO SWEET)
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[Chazaqiel]

Chazaqiel stared into his brothers eyes for a moment and he relaxed the slightest bit. He still had that feeling of dread in the pit of his stomach though and it wouldn't budge, no matter how much re-assurance was given. The Watcher knew Ramiel would try his hardest to keep him from falling, but he still felt as though something would happen. Something drastically wrong would happen.

He cleared his throat. "...Thank you, brother..." he mutters, blue eyes breaking away from the gaze. "...B-But...." Chazaqiel lightly removed his brothers hands from his shoulders. Mind working a million miles per hour. How was he going to break this Rammie delicately?

"...I...don't want to go back home."

Chazaqiel spoke the truth, he really didn't want to return to Heaven. He liked it here on Earth with the humans, it was a nice change from his home upstairs. A very nice change. He was sure if he had to go back his heart would break into thousands of little pieces.

I may have no choice...I have to get saved...b-before I fall.... Chaza told himself. ....But maybe...I don't want to be saved....

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hey it’s, Time to rock!
cause you’re awesome, Rammie!
they’re all, jealous of my epic words
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ D: ”

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[Ramiel]

Its really good to hear you voice
(SAYING MY NAME)

"You...don't want to go home...?"

Ramiel couldn't believe what he was hearing. No, he couldn't let Chazaqiel get consumed, too. He just wouldn't let it happen. The Archangel swallowed hard as he took in this news. How many others would refuse to go home when asked? How many siblings was he going to lose? Ramiel knew he had to return to Heaven and get help. This wasn't something he could handle on his own, even if he wanted to. Ramiel wanted to save them all, and Father would be proud. He would've done something helpful other than watch over the Record. He would've done something...

No. It was illogical to try and take this on his own. Ramiel shook his head and tried to speak, but words would not come out. He could just stare at Chazaqiel pitifully. Was his little brother truly already Falling?

"C-Chazaqiel, please, listen to reason," Ramiel pleaded. "You have to go back eventually. It's our home...with our family! Everyone we love is there. Don't you want to go back to your loved ones? Earth is nice, but it's not home. We can always return to Earth sometime, Chazaqiel, you and I." He gave a tiny smile as he continued to try and convince his brother. "This isn't the end of our journey, no, it's only the beginning, right? Little brother, let's return for now and come back later..."

I won't let him Fall, I won't let him Fall...

(IT SOUNDS SO SWEET)
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[Chazaqiel]

Chazaqiel gave his brother a sad look but didn't say anything in response, he just sat there, unsure what to say or what to do. He was so confused. Confused about what he wanted and what he didn't want. A part of him was torn towards his family but another part was slowly becoming to tear towards humanity and the sin that was overtaking him.

"....Save your breath, big brother..." he voice sounded eerily at ease, but his eyes screamed with fear. He scanned through the stars, trying to make sense of things in his jumbled up thoughts.

If angels could have multiple personality disorder Chazaqiel was sure he'd have it. It was like he was fighting with himself on the inside, a bloody battle that wasn't going to end well at all. He knew one part of him was going to win, the pure part or the corrupted part. Which one it was going to be, the Watcher could only imagine.

".....I'm a lost cause, Rammie." a tear ran down his cheek as he said that, believing that every word of it was true. Chazaqiel already knew saving wasn't an option for him. He had already done things and he was sure that Father would punish him soon enough for his doings.

Soon enough.

"I-I never really was much of an angel...was I?"

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hey it’s, Time to rock!
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they’re all, jealous of my epic words
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ Imma cry D: ”

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[Ramiel]

Its really good to hear you voice
(SAYING MY NAME)

What was he saying? Ramiel couldn't understand all the negativity coming from his little brother. This wasn't how he usually was. There was something going on in there. Ramiel could see the fear in his eyes and knew it was an internal conflict, and he wanted to help. He desperately wanted to help, but how? Ramiel's body was shaking at this point. He felt helpless as usual; he hated feeling so helpless.

"I-I'm sorry...I'm so sorry..." was all he could get out. He had to help his little brother no matter what. He would run to Michael if he had to, or even Lucifer. Lucifer knew how to fix this, though Ramiel feared he was slowly Falling as well. Ramiel couldn't turn to Raphael or Gabriel. Raphael was emotionless, and Gabriel was too young. Ramiel briefly thought about turning to his Father, but why would Father have time for him? He would have to try and get to his older brothers and plead them for guidance. "Chazaqiel..."

Ramiel swallowed and shook his head, "you are an angel, little brother. There is nothing less to that, but there is more. You are a good angel, believe me, because you're in the Watcher leadership. You've come far."

He lifted his hand and placed it firmly on his brother's shoulder. "No one is ever a lost cause, Chazaqiel. Even if one day you to...Fall...please remember that. Take it as a word of advice from big brother, eh? You are not a lost cause, and this can be reversed if you want it so."

If only he wanted it so.

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[Chazaqiel]

"It's impossible to reverse what I've done, brother..." Chazaqiel says, wishing Ramiel would remove his hand from his shoulder. The look in his eyes, the way he thought everything was going to be okay, Chaza couldn't stand it. Ramiel was as optimistic as ever, but once he found out about what was going on, the younger watcher was sure he'd think differently. There was no way to change Chazaqiel's fate now.

"I....tried not to give in..." he explains. "But I couldn't help it...Daniel told me....it would be okay...that it was fine to do it...but now...now...."

He cringed as he finally told his secret. "I've slept with a woman, Ramiel...and now....She's...Sh-She's..." Chazaqiel hugged his knees to his body and put his head down in his lap, as though he could just close his eyes and everything would be okay. But, it wouldn't, he couldn't just un-impregnate the woman, it wouldn't be fair to her or the baby. Not to mention, the deed had already been done. It wasn't even the fact that there was going to be a child, it was the fact that Chaza had given into lust that he was sure he was going to fall.

Secretly, down deep inside, Chaza wanted to have a child and that was what caused him this anguish. "Once....its born...I will fall, big brother...but....you know what..." He gripped his knees tighter.

"I..think..maybe...I want to fall..."

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hey it’s, Time to rock!
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they’re all, jealous of my epic words
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just letting you know, “ ....DRAMA DRAMA”

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